THAT-nak cari pengalaman and at the same time, meet some guy
Kalau lah niat kita macam tu, agak2 dapat tak apa yang kita impikan? Apa yang kita minta?
Berbanding dengan ini:
THIS-to study overseas
THAT-nak cari pengalaman but most IMPORTANTLY, becoming a successful doctor
(remind you again, this is an EXAMPLE )
I think, my objective in life is to be someone who is able to use her skills and her knowledge to help people but there are other objectives too. and sometimes, it all get mixed up.
Now I realised why some of my dreams aren't turning reality because of my REAL intention.Sometimes, I don't know what I am thinking of. What I really want and why.
I have to be clear on why I want this or that. Maybe Allah will give it to me, and maybe not. but it all comes down to niat. If it is for good, then InsyaAllah I'm on my way of achieving my goals.
this post especially for those teenagers out there who are only thinking of themselves and never of the consequences of their actions..
Have you ever heard the song Harapan Tanpa Suara? Well, this song is really meant for those babies yang tak berdosa, dibuang merata tempat. Why? Sebab ada manusia yang tak reti nak bertanggungjawab dgn ap yg mereka sudah lakukan..
Ya Allah, Engkau bukakanlah hati mereka untuk menerima hidayah mu.
Kenapa wujud manusia sebegini? Bila buat, rasa seronok. Bila berdepan dengan padahnya, nak jalan keluar yang mudah je. Let me give you a similar situation here:
Everyone likes candy right? You eat them non-stop because they taste sweet. but the more you eat, the more sugar you are taking. What is going to happen to your body? You get diabetes, high blood pressure and so on...
Nikmat tu sekejap je.Akibat, ya Allah, kalau tak bertaubat tu sampai ke hari kiamat pun kita tanggung dosa tu.
Saya kenal seorg budak perempuan ni. Ye, dia pernah terlanjur and akhirnya pregnant. Tapi bayangkan, dia sanggup ke sekolah untuk ambil exam SPM sambil tengah hamil 6 bulan. waktu tu, mesti ad jugak la perasaan malu sebab semua org tengok dia. Her friends dah macam tak pedulikan dia.basically, dia kena tanggung sendiri la malu tu. tapi alhamdulillah, sekarang dia dah ada a healthy baby boy.
Berapa orang di Malaysia nie yang pernah berdepan dengan situation begini yang sanggup melangkah di hadapan orang ramai, face the shame and melahirkan seorang bayi walaupun orang pandang serong terhadap dia? Mula2 memang, saya pun macam pandang slack kat dia tapi bila pikir balik yang she took the courage to carry a baby inside her for nine months while other teenagers like her hides their stomach and lastly dumped their babies in a dumpster, she is brave and should be an example. I am not saying that we should all get ourselves pregnant but if we did it, then please don't kill an innocent baby.
Salah yang pertama, got pregnant. Salah yang kedua, bunag bayi. If you made the first mistakes, think twice before making the second one.
Sekarang ni dekat Malaysia, rakyat tengah berkempen untuk hentikan perbuatan terkutuk ni. "Kami Prihatin". This shows that, we don't want this situation to go on. We want to stop this. Banyak lagi option yang ada. Give the unwanted babies to someone who can love them. Jabatan Kebajikan ada. InsyaAllah ada pasangan di luar sana yang hendakkan anak.
Jangan biarkan hawa nafsu menguasai kita. Gunakan akal yang ada sebelum membuat keputusan. Minta lah kepada Allah Maha Esa untuk sentiasa memimpin kita dalam hidup agar tidak melakukan kesilapan yang boleh mendatangkan keburukan kepada diri sendiri kelak.
“Ya Tuhan kami, kami telah menganiaya diri kami sendiri, dan jika Engkau tidak mengampuni kami dan memberi rahmat kepada kami, niscaya pastilah kami termasuk orang-orang yang merugi.” (Surah Al'Araaf:ayat 23)
Dah x larat dgr banyak giler org nk amik medic nie kan to become a doctor.
When I was doing my research for MARA interview, I came across a few things about being a doctor.
Most people chose to become one because they want to help people.that's the basic.everyone needs to have a passion to lend a hand for those in needs. However, one person wrote that mana ade org yg nak jadi doctor just because of that. You are lying if you said u want to become one just for the sake of helping others. You're either in it for the money or you want the respect and feeling prestigious when people calls you "doctor".
For me, someone who really wants to help, they don't give a damn about the name. Why can't some people accept that there are a good person out there whose life is dedicated in helping others? Just saving a person's life even once a year can truly help YOU to become a better person. That feeling of satisfaction you'd get when a patient thanked you for all the hard work you have done in order to save them, that one really counts. and that is what I'm after.
If you're in it for the money, then don't go into medicine just for the sake of wanting to be a rich person.
You know why I chose this field of study? Because I believe this is the way I can really contribute to others, my country, my religion. I may face obstacles along the way, but I've been through many challenges in my life and so far I have survived. When I say I can, I can.
Kalau kita confident saje pun susah jgk. I read that to be a doctor, you cannot have sifat2 mazmumah especially riak. Buang lah jauh2 benda tu. Tak berbaloi pun.I think I learned that the hard way. Over confident won't get you anywhere. kalau kita tak dapat benda yg kita rsa we should have, last sekali kecewa bukan main huhu..so, have faith in Allah. His doings are the best for us.
ps: tulis nie bukan sbb geram.nk convince diri sendiri :D
So, the news is out. Date for SPM result is on 11th March. What am I going to do?
Well, for now what we can do (to all SPM 09 candidates), we pray. We pray that we will get what we want for our future.
Tawakkal is a good thing to do. We've done the best we can. We gave it our best shot. We read, we studied like hell, We remember all those little details in text books and revision books so all we hope for is right now to get straight A+!
Remember (this goes especially for me) if you get what you've dreamed and prayed for, never forget to give thanks to Allah and never..NEVER let takbur and riak get in control of you. You've done it, well done but in the future, be better. InsyaAllah rezeki yang Allah akan bagi nanti akan berlipat ganda if we stay as humble as we are.
AND if we don't get what we want, never lose FAITH and HOPE in ALLAH. He always something better in store for us. Setiap perkara yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. Cari hikmah itu and never look on the bad side of everything that has happened.
My story-
I knew I've filled in the application form online.I checked. Twice in a row. But maybe bukan rezeki aku. It was the SPC application form. I didn't get it. Well, I did cry for a bit but then my parents said, maybe Allah didn't give it to me because He has something much better for me. Maybe it'll come after the SPM result. Who knows. Allah does. Biar Dia tentukan apa yang terbaik untuk kita. Kita cuma merancang..
Ya Allah, tolonglah hamba mu ini..Kami mohon untuk kecemerlangan dan kejayaaan dalam SPM09 kami. Kurniakan kami straight A+ InsyaAllah..
I dedicate this post especially to my beloved friend..
Nazirah,
If you were to read this, I want you to know I thank God I've been blessed by your presence in my life. Maybe my journey during these few years back had its ups and down but when you're by my side, it made everything worth while.
I know we've had our moments when we can't stand each other (how I hated those times) but the good times seems to wipe all the sadness I felt when I'm with you. I am truly sorry if I have ever hurt you in any way.
I don't know what the future is like for both of us. will we stay friends? will we be in contact with each other? But I do hope we'll make it through whatever obstacle coming our way. I don't care if all the people in this world are your friends but to me, you're number one.
I know we've been friends for mere 4 years but still, time doesn't decide. Maybe I've known Haikal for a long time, but a girl always need a girlfriend to talk to. Maybe I don't always find you when I'm in trouble but you're always on my list to call if I need a friend to share my story with.
I can't always lie to you because you know my face too well when I've been hiding something. Sometimes, I hide things from you because I don't want you to carry my burden. Know that I am always beside you to say "it's going to be okay"..
I may not always remember your birthday but everytime we're together, its our day.
