take me back

have u ever gone through a situation where u've been so absorbed with your work or your own life, and u didn't even realised that u're starting to ignore other's presence, other's love for you. you've been so worked up with what's going on with you, that others didn't seem that important.

sama la jugak kes nye kalau sekarang ni kita sgt2 la rsa absorbed dlm dunia yg penuh dgn kesenangan, xda nak kena guna otak sgt sbb xperlu struggle pon nak pikir tv channel mana yg nak ditekan, ataupun hari nie nak makan ap.bila dah ada semua tu depan mata, mulalah kita mengabaikan satu benda yang sebelum nie sgt2 kita sayang, sgt2 kita kasih sbb kt dia je la kita turn to when everyone else is absorbed in their own little sanctuary.

kita sekarang sibuk sgt.sibuk dengan benda2 yg kecik2. benda yg xperlu tahap IQ yg tinggi utk sussed it out.  storm in a teacup, ppl say. "nak pakai baju ap utk jumpa kawan, ye?" haaaaaaaa...soalan nie xde pula susah waktu tgh busy dgn study dulu. sbb quite frankly, its unimportant.

setiap hari tengok je langit. tengok je air. we walked on the ground. we see other people.

tapi setakat tu je la. 'haishh mana ad masa nak usha org tu makan ap, pakai ap.' 

takde, bukan suruh usha pon. 

but how often we use our great minds which Allah has given us, to just think about Him?

we say, 'look beyond what lies in front of us.' sekarang la. bila lagi? Allah bagi spectacles Islam kat kita, bukan semua orang dapat kn? 

so sekarang nie, what went wrong? where's our conversation abt Him dat we usually had in our free times when we not forcing ourselves to look at biology books, chemistry books? 

we have all the free times we can ask for right now, but what are we doing with it?

mathurat entah ke mana. where's our istiqamah?

now, we so focused on d next drama on the tv, so absorbed in what others are posting on your wallpost, so obsessed with the trending tweets that we forget.

we forget the one that its name never seem to escape from our lips during times of tides n hell.

sure, we pray 5 times a day. give a pat on ur back, good girl. but is that it?

are we Ihsan? do we feel He's watching over us?

Dia sentiasa and always will be looking out for us.

when u fell asleep on ur desk doing homwrk or whatever, u woke up with a blanket over you. maybe your mum saw u sleeping and couldn't stand seeing u cold overnight. 

but Allah is much better.much2 better :)

Baginya (manusia) ada malaikat-malaikat yang selalu menjaganya bergiliran, dari depan dan belakangnya. Mereka menjaganya atas perintah Allah...

(13:11)

Seriously, x rasa cool ke dijaga sebegitu rupa?

angels! imagine, if we were able to see them, subhanallah! 

our own personal bodyguards :)

dan bukan sape2 pon yg suruh, Allah yang suruh. 

xnampak lagi sayang Dia yg sgt2 syg?

kita? xingat pon sgt kt Dia. 

kalau Allah kurniakan rasa kita nie dh lama dh xjumpa Dia, rasa mcm org yg kita love sgt2 dh xpedulikan kita, Allah tgh bagi chance tuh :)

chance utk we go back to Him. mana tau kalau betul2 nnti dh xdiketuk hati nie, na'uzubillah :(

jom la kita rush towards Him. mcm mana sorg anak yg kalau lari rumah n parents dia marah giler2, they will always leave the door open for you to come back. 

:)

Allah, take me back.