its not you, its me

Its not that I don't care.
Its not that I don't mind you.
It's not that you're not important to me.

Demi Allah, DI syg sgt2 kat awk.
cuma...
even if this mouth is not asking u if ure ok, do not think that I'm not worried about how u r.
even if this face looks like 'i don't give a fuss about u', please, don't fall for it.

The closer u r to me, the more difficult it is.
I just don't know HOW.

HOW to ask , "are u ok?"
because the one thing i can't stand is listening to u saying, "i'm fine" when the whole world knows ure not.

Allah, please tell this person whom I love because of You, that I do worry. worry so much. but the words are just so hard to say.

Allah, please make it all better. Know that u r in my prayer.