tabahnya

dlm dunia nie, bermacam2 jenis orang yg DI dah jumpa.
tapi paling susah nk jumpa ialah orang yg jiwa dia sentiasa dlm kesabaran. sabarje, walau apa pun yg dah jadi. tak kira lah Allah bagi ujian cmne pun (yg penting ujian yg DI rasa Di xlepas kalau diberi kt DI)

percayalah bila Allah kata

Allah tidak membebani seseorang kecuali dengan kesanggupannya...

(2:286)

bila tengok balik kt ujian2 yg dah kita lalui, maybe at that time it seems IMPOSSIBLE. macam manalah DI nak buat nihh.. *susah hati jantung berdegupo kencang* tapi apa yang Allah bagi?

Dia bagi ketenangan. and it wasn't that easy to get it, i tell ya. 

(iaitu) orang-orang yang beriman dan hati mereka menjadi tenteram dengan mengingati Allah. Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingati Allah hati menjadi tenteram

(13:28)

kena beriman. bukan beriman setengah, suku ke, satu setengah ke. but the whole of ur heart and soul,solely for Allah. mula2 bila Allah kasi rasa 'best' tu, rasa cm i'm the most luckiest person alive! and then bila masuk waktu kefuturan, rasa down2 mcm duduk dlm lubang yg sgt dlm. and mula la nak miss time2 yang tgh deeply in love with Allah. tambah la rasa down tuh. tapi ada sorg yg DI kasihi kerana Allah pesan, "awk sepatutnya bersyukur sbb Allah bagi chance awk penah ada rasa tu." 

heart monitor nie pun ad up n down dia. straight line xbgus kn..sama la jugak ngn tahap iman kita. mana bleh Allah bagi kita sama je rate dia. 

   Apakah manusia mengira bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan hanya dengan mengatakan, "kami telah beriman" dan mereka tidak diuji?

(29:2)

d ups n downs menunjukkan kita tgh diuji. ad masa its way up high, and ad masa its falling. tp bagi orang yg Allah bagi dia kesedaran yg dia kt bawah, mesti la kita kena cepat2 naikkan iman kita kn? *dush2*

DI bersyukur di saat DI rasa lemah, Allah bagi chance utk pulihkn iman.

dgn satu msg yg DI dapat td, terus rsa diri ini masih lagi disayangi. 

iman hang macam mana?

hehe..bukan selalu dpt msg cmtu kn. hanya dr sahabat yg dikurniakan Allah buat DI yang lemah dan masih perlukan Dia in whatever circumstances i'm in.

woaa

DI nakkkkk :)

survivor

Ya Allah
We've made it.
it would b crazy if i tried to put it all down in one entry.
its just..impossible.

setiap jalan yg DI dah jejak, setiap lorong yg DI dah pijak, it stays there.
even if after this, i cudn;t go through the same old routine again, goin to the teachers, to the labs, to the toilet
its gonna b okay.
kan DI?

*tgh memujuk diri sendiri*
kira ok lah tu Allah bg DI peluang nk buat sume tuh.
what more could u ask Him for?
its been more than a week since i left it. n only now did i really really really miss it.
tambah la lagi dgn dok baca buku Hlovate memanjang, asyik ckp psl IB je heheh.
budak IB nie mmg tough ah.
look at the product eh? haha..

I've fallen in love with You there!
how can i forget such place?
tempat yg jd witness my real tears for You.
sungguh, i'm missing it badly right now...

kalau DI suro sume yg satu jalan ngn DI angkt tgn sape yg rindu, there would  no hands down.
kan :)

i'm just real glad Allah made me go through it all.
pejam celik pejam celik, we've survived it all my brothers n sisters.
we did.
and only because of Him we had strength. to fight hard.

sangatlah xphm bg org yg sgt2 happy dpt keluar, dpt bebas.
bebas ke? it would be a prison for those who didn't seek the real thing, n a safe haven for those who found Him.

tapi tula, dh berkali2 diigtkn supaya sume benda yg kita rsa jgn disebabkn bi'ah sahaja because it can b created, wherever we are in the world. but it really does help in the journey to become what we are now. n I really thank Allah for that.

two in one

there is two to everything.
with a chair comes the table.
with a pencil, there's the eraser.
with a shirt, there's a jean.
and with happiness, there's always sadness.
but with sadness comes the good behind it: a lesson.

why did Allah gave us heartaches when we should be filled with laughter? Behind every smiling faces, each and everyone of us was hurting. we didn't wanna ruin the fun because we wouldn't others to feel the same way we do.

but somehow, our tears brought us closer. closer than we could ever be.
if we laugh all the time, then we're not human. its unnatural.
because for every ups, there's a down.

He wants us to learn. learn life. not just live through it.

Innama'al 'usri yusra
and it's true alright.

Mixed

if i could describe my feeling in one word right now, it would be

MIXED.

one thing for sure,

i already miss it.

n i'm not leaving it yet.

this heart ache.

so much.

of leaving the place i fell in love.

n i know i'm not the only one 

and to Allah alone i seek my strength