"Allah tidak membebani seseorang kecuali sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.Dia mendapat pahala dari kebajikan yang dikerjakannya dan dia mendapat seksa dari kejahatan yang diperbuatnya." (2:286)
Ya Allah, what's wrong with me? Why do you give so much to everyone else but not to me? What haven't I done to please you? I perform my prayers, I am good to others but why do others get more than me? Why can they understand what they learnt in class so easily? I feel like a turtle in a race, going slowly every seconds. I feel like crying now as I see in front of me, everyone heading to the finish line but I'm falling behind.
"Dan janganlah kamu iri hati terhadao karunia yang telah dilebihkan Allah kepada sebahaguan kamu atas sebahagian yang lain. karena bagi laki-laki ada bahagian dari apa yang mereka usahakan, dan bagi perempuan pun ada bahagian dari apa yang mereka usahakan. Mohonlah kepada Allah sebahagian dari kurnia-Nya. Sungguh, allah Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu." (4:32)
Ya Allah, what's wrong with me? I feel sad most of the time. I can't finish my homework in time, I get caught up with tonnes of meetings here and there, there's no time for me let alone to study. When I told my mum about it, she says to turn to You. Please, calm me down. Tell me everything will be all right. You can do it, Nabila. Tell me.
"Dan janganlah kamu (merasa) lemah, dan jangan pula kamu bersedih hati, sebab kamu paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu orang yang BERIMAN." (3:139)
What should I do now, Ya Allah? I'm at the end of a road and I cannot see any light. Lead me Ya Allah...
"Berangkatlah kamu baik dengan rasa ringan mahupun rasa berat, dan berjihadlah dengan harta dan jiwamu di jalan Allah. Yang demikian lebih baik bagimu jika kamu mengetahui."
Subhanallah, to every problem I'm facing, Allah is always near to help me. He's always near.
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