Monday, June 25, 2012

reasurring oneself?

sometimes u do something for all the wrong reasons.
we assure ourselves that what we are doing is for our own good.
but yet, we do it only to satisfy our wants. our lust.
we cover our actions with words of wisdom and good thoughts so that it will look ok.
but actually, we are liars. we know it but we're still doing it all the same.
because its not us that are in control of ourselves.
we've been thrown over by our lust.

is it right to say 'aaaaaaa, my nafsu got over me again' ?
boleh ke jadikan benda tu satu alasan??
sakit memang la sakit. susah memang la susah. sebab tu Allah namakn benda nie jihad. jihad melawan nafsu. are we fighting hard enough? or are we letting our nafsu take control so easily, so willingly over our hands, our eyes, our minds?

i'm speaking more to myself than anyone else on this one....it's a never ending jihad.


No comments:

Post a Comment