this world

This life and the hereafter is incomparable.
Betul la org yang mengingati mati paling pandai.
because they know what to spend their time on, not just thinking about it but actually making this life a mere stopover.
caught up in this so-called 'busy world' is everyone's main problem. well, MY problem.

i'm losing the essence of life. 
mati itu pasti.
dan janji Allah lagi pasti. 
rugilah kalau dah khatam quran pun tapi even surah al-ikhlas pun tak betul2 faham.
mana paksi kita selama nie? mana?

DI nak kata DI tak takut mati.
i'm just a passerby. and too right i am.

Allah, tak pernah sikit pun DI rasa sempurna dengan amal DI. bukan Qabil je yang bagi korban yang tak elok. Tak. Di pun sekarang nie.

It shook me back to reality. how spending my time for the wrong reason, how i focused on the wrong thing.

Cuba lagi sekali. Dengan nama Allah. that makes all the things we do seems worthwhile. kalau bukan berpeluh kerana Dia, untuk siapa lagi?


p/s: this post shows how my mind is so full of thinking about a lot of things at the same time. untungnya org kt Makkah buat haji. they're free from this world even though only for a while. this world is certainly like a suction pump.