Ask for Forgiveness

I used to be a person who never liked to admit my mistakes. Being a person that I was, it is easy to find fault in others rather than myself. I tend to cover up my wrongdoings with excuses. lots and lots of it. Why can't it be easy to just admit that "I did it."

Then, one fight with a classmate changed me to this person I am now. It took a long time for me to put aside my ego as being "the Right One" all the time . I knew if we stayed not talking to each other, it wouldn't get us nowhere. Before I had the guts to say sorry, I was fighting with myself where one part of me kept convincing I was innocent while the other urging me to go up to her and apologise. When I finally did, the tears came too. After talking to her, I was feeling much better.

It might seem like an easy thing to do (just go up to a person and say you're sorry, whats so hard about that eh?) but I couldn't do it before. To say I'm sorry, is just not me.

Alhamdulillah, now I am learning to say sorry if possible everytime I know I'm making a mistake.

To anyone, if I ever did hurt you in any way know that I am truly sorry and if I were given a chance to speak to you again, I would ask for your forgiveness.