anyway, i wanna share with u all on tazkirah dat was given last night at block F, KMB. we usually have a short tazkirah abt 10 mins (tho it always lasted more than dat! but i dont mind :) 'COOLSEM' stands for kuliah sepuluh minit. imagine, i'd only got to know dat dis semester, after being here for nearly a year now! ish3...
so, last night's coolsem was about 'HAKIKAT BAHAGIA'. sape penah dgr lagu UNIC nie? sy pun first time dgr. it was good. kiteorg tgh kaitkan kebahagiaan tu dgn Allah so ada la sorg kwn nie tadabbur surah Ar-Ra'd ayat 28:
(yaitu) orang-orang yang beriman dan mereka menjadi tenteram apabila mengingat Allah. Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingat Allah hati menjadi tenteram"
Subhanallah..waktu tu rasa cm *pukk* tekena kt diri sendiri. this past few days, i've been having a conflict with myself. I've got a problem. well, not really a big one but enough to make me think abt it every now n then. Sbg seorg manusia yg kerdil, xpenah lepas dr khilaf. Asyik2 teringat kt sorg bdk nie. dia cm, bukan nk pun tp tu la. memang susah la nk control feelings nie kn especially when ure fighting with nafsu. mujahaddah tu mmg susah tmbah2 lg bila berperang dgn nafsu sendiri. Kalo tibe2 nmpak nma dia kt ym 'online' ke mesti rsa sumthing (ceh). xcukup ngn tu, tgn nie kdg2 gatal nk g tkn 'chat' tp alhamdulillah dpt mengawal diri ini drpd terjebak ke dlm bnda2 yg x menambahkn iman langsung.
Xtau kenapa, sejak 2 menjak ni tba2 risau psl the FUTURE. its true dat evry one shud worry abt it. but, wat abt ur future life with sumone? (hahaha...gile la kau nabila). Normal ke saya fikir mcm nie? bru 19 thn. nak pikir tu xde mslh, cuma (nak nasihat diri ni, tolong support ye) x yah ler fikir jauh sgt. (ye ke?)
Berbalik kpd ayat td, Subhanallah. terima kasih byk2 Ya Allah sbb masih terus mengingatkn saya kepada-Mu. Sgt sweet kn Allah tu? Even bila kita tgh sibuk2 fikir psl benda lain, Dia tetap igt kt kite. Dia lah yg menggerakkan hati sy utk dgr koolsem, dgr ayat-ayat cinta Dia. Allah tu nak sgt kita tau hanya dgn ingat kt Dia je, kita nie akn rsa semua yg kita ada dh cukup, cukup utk membuatkn kita bahagia. serius, betul.
Cuba fikir, kalau Allah xpedulikn kita, sapa lagi yg kita ada? Na'uzubillah..thank u Allah for giving me another chance. Cinta manusia, semua x kekal cuma cinta Allah je. kita xtau once we marry sumone whether he or she will love us forever or not. but Allah's love is certain, for sure :)
To the one I'm saving my heart to, if u want it, go and seek Allah for He is keeping it with Him. I don't know if fate would bring us together or not but to Allah I give my whole life to.
To my fellow sisters, rebutlah cinta Allah dahulu. awk2 sume xakan menyesal. nangislah dkt Dia, mengadulah kt Dia. Dia sentiasa ada dgn kita. InsyaAllah
salam..
ReplyDeleteagak terkejut la tetiber post pasal kawin.. hahaha..
it's fitrah to think about that. and there is absolutely nothing wrong about thinking of marriage. just because u love someone, it doesnt mean u have to neglect loving god.
we are imperfect. if we're waiting to be perfectly in love with god before we want to love someone else, then we're never getting married.
marriage not only tightens the bond with 2 ppl, but it also tightens the bond with allah
enough with the speech, just an opinion. =D