Boleh x nak geram?

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betul la org kata sabar tu susah...senag je cakap 'sabar separuh daripada iman' tapi bila nak praktikkn, bagi saya memang susah.
kalau dulu2 smpai baling2 barang punye geram kt org (xla kt org tu) tp rsa cm yang tu je jln yg pling best nk lepaskn marah. puas hati.
geram nie dr semalam lg. tolong la,GERAMMMMM. nak baling laptop pun ad. baling la ap pun yg ad dkt ngn tgn.
utk mengelakkn drpd barang pecah, sy un try la bukak love letter pink saya. geram smpai tahap menangis nih. i was thinking of calling sumone, nak let go je kt dat person but bila scroll down d list of names to call, xde un yg rsa nk dicall. one reason was mayb they'r still having raya blast so i dunt want to spoil the mood. another might be because the urge of calling anyone at dat time suddenly faded.
Then i realised. wats d point of calling anyone just asking them to hear my problem when theres always the One who listens to me without having me to fork out my phone credit :')
Dalam hati nie, tolong la bg aku satu ayat je, satu je so dat dis feeling of hatred will go away. Memang Allah Maha Mengetahui. He knows how I feel and what I need.
Try bukak surah Taha (20:130)
and alhamdulillah saya try buat benda yang Allah suro wat, and Allah hadirkan walau secebis un, tapi Allah bagi jugak ketenangan.