Sunday, October 30, 2011

Tersentap

"Kalau Islam tak perlukan kamu jadi doktor, tak perlulah kamu jadi doktor"

begitulah kata-kata seorang kakak yang dipandang tinggi.
actually, DI (diri ini) tertido waktu akk cakap ayat ni. tapi bila esok tu, rakan2 mempersoalkan pasal nie, it got my attention all of a sudden. 
Adakah DI boleh terima kata2 akak ni? well, i was confused at first. Hati kecil berkata, mana boleh! mestilah kena jadi doktor. baru boleh naikkan Islam sampai UA. Orang kan pandang tinggi kat doktor. ishh..betol ke akak nie.
PAP!
memang kena la kat muka DI. sebenarnya DI nak apa dalam hidup? nak bantu naikkan Islam or just to become someone who has lots of money, luxurious lifestyles, a castle-like house etc.?
sekarang matlamat ialah menaikkan ISLAM. 

ok fine. DI ini sedang berusaha insyaAllah but without becoming a doctor, how am I going to do it? There's no way else that I can think of. Kalau jadi pengutip sampah, mana orang nak dengar apa yang kita nak sampaikan kan. 

kalau orang pandang tukang sampah, kamu nak jadi tukang sampah?

urmmm...terstuck untuk menjawab soalan ini untuk beberapa ketika. 
sekarang DI nampak apa yang akak cuba nak sampaikan.
kita sekarang ni tengah fokus kat matlamat atau alat?
the aim is Khalifah dan Ibadah. the tool is Study/Doctor. not the other way around.
clearkan dalam kepala!
zaman ini, orang pandang mulia dkt org2 professional, those who hav countless degrees, PhDs, u name it. all sorts of distinctions. dat is why we hav to become one of them. to portray Islam itself. but is it enough? so what if we become a doctor or specialist? how do ur patients know that ure Islam? not just 'Islam' as stated in ur IC but 'islam' as in merangkumi ur whole life. 

please note: theres a BIG difference between 'i' kecik n 'i' besar ye. one is noun. one is verb. u choose, which islam u want. 

macam mana DI nak bagi orang nampak DI seorang muslim? 
buatla apa sunnah Rasulullah yang terbesar: menyampaikan.
bila orang nampak kita bukan hanya Islam pada nama tapi kita mengamalkan Islam itu sendiri dlm seluruh aspek kehidupan, be it from the way u dress, d way u speak, d way u eat, from the biggest thing to the smallest. PLUS menyampaikan. 
bagi tau kat orang. ramai je yang nak Islam kt luar sana tapi tak tau mcm mana nak dapat. bagi kita yang tau nie, grab them. they have rights to know. apa yang paling membuatkan DI tersentap is

selagi kalimah Allah tidak tertegak di atas muka bumi ini, semua yang bergelar umat Islam menanggung dosa. kecuali bagi mereka yang sedang berusaha menegakkannya

adakah DI sedang betul2 berusaha? buat kemalasan yang melanda!
those people out there, they have their rights TO KNOW. 




4 comments:

  1. thank 4 the sharing, bella. seriously, sy pn tersentap bila baca. a good reminder to me.

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  2. welcum dear :) tu la..sentap gk bila dpt nieh alhamdulillah

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  3. for me, it's not abt what you want to be in the future. it's abt the knowledge that you get from it. ppl take knowledge lightly and most ppl only uses knowledge for their careers.
    well it's not suppose to be that way..
    when we learn something, we apply it in our daily lives.

    innovations come from a cocktail of different schools of thought. who knows, you might even cure cancer. imagine the deeds that you can get from that :D

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  4. true, it wud b my biggest dream to find a cure for cancer. but then, for the time being even as a 19 year-old, i hav to start dgn menyampaikan. dats d simplest thing n also d hardest thing to do rite now if u get wat i mean :)

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